I wonder why I put on makeup today since I will cry it all off....having to put my dog to sleep at 2:00.

I wonder why I think of him as the last pet that Michael and I had together, from now on they will be a "mine" and not an "ours".

I wonder when I will be able to eat again since I can't hold anything down, gots to be nerves and stress.

Why do I wonder if I am doing the right thing, when I know I am.

I'm wondering too much that my head hurts.

Love you all, truly