I do hope that you can find some good counselling for you and your child.

I have lost two of my best friends to suicide, one 11 years ago, and one four months ago. Counselling helped me through some of these horrible and sad times.

You are important, to your family, to your friends and to the world. Stay strong and know that people will help and support you.

Good for you for posting this and I truly hope that you find the sense of peace that helps you in your journey.