the stroke is a huge huge huge deal...i don't know how long it will take for you to assimilate it. thANK YOU for the Bach. he really is magic.
i never had a professional massage. Steve, the guy who gave me the breathing test rubbed my back when he was testing me. heaven. he called yesterday and is very very interesting. I think he might be coming over after work today. It might be a one time deal He is Jewish and except for my very first boyfriend, i have never had a Jewish boyfriend. I think he made it clear on the phone that he is looking for more than a friendship....he probably would want to go to fast for me.....oh well....
I am so lonely I hope I don't do something stupid.
I had my appointment with dr moussavian. I told him I am still feeling a lot of rage. He asked if i wanted more dapokate...I said it increases appetite and my weight is literally killing me...he also mentioned cutting back on topamax and i said that medicine supposely helps cut back on appetite. He gave me ritalin. I looked it up and it said that it helps cut back on appetite.
My volunteer called me last night. we had a lovely time. we talk a lot about judaism and conflicts. she is a wise 32. she is very bright. she is also very warm. I really look forward to her weekly calls and am so paranoid now that i think she will stop calling.
bobby
oh I never had a professional massage. the girls in the next block are supposely very gentle. I wish I had more money. I know I am going to do it.
this morning I go to the lung doctor to find out about the cat scan and his recommendations....eeeks