Dear Pooh,
If you haven't already done so please come join us over on the RSD side of neurotalk. I'm sorry that RSD brought you here but glad you found us. Many here including myself were members of the old psyc central.
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forumdisplay.php?f=21
You will find everyone here is very supportive and kind.
Warm wishes,
MsL