that at times it makes my head spin. I have so many different issues going on that it has me rather out of it at times. There is so many different things to take care of and some of them are major things. As the saying goes, "when it rains it pours." Well, that has certaintly been my case. I am finding out all kinds of things that make me wonder, "what the hell!" I wish that life was much simpler. I'm beginning to realize just how little control people actually have over their lives.

I am really getting down about not being able to go places on my own and be independent. That really has me feeling so helpless. It is hard to be alone when going through a serious surgery. I can only take it one day at a time though as I have been.

Barbara