...Pooh pretty much said it all !

There's plenty of diverse testimony here.....

I'm very sorry about your pain and what it is doing to you mentally.
I 'know' what you mean by 'suicidal pain'.......
I fantasized about taking a 12-gauge to both my legs........even a pain scale of a 4 can seem like a 12 when it's chronic and constant.

Think "hopeful" ! THAT's the KEY.
The good thing about the SCS is that you can do the trial and see for yourself. Mine covers the burning neuropathy (nerve) pain in both legs, but I was surprised that it does also cover the lower back. All depends on the exact location of the leads......where to put the battery is a whole different discussion....but you definately want a well-credentialled, confident Doctor. I always complained about my doc being TOO 'cocky', but he definately knows what he is doing and he did a great job.

Don't let the depression get the better of you. I began to allow my mind to go there and was mentally preparing to 'check out' at the ripe young age of 44! 2 years later, I've got a whole new life to live.....my first grandkid on the way and LOTS to live for.

Just read what folks have shared here......that's the best way to hear it straight from the horses mouth. But yes, lots of homework.

Glad you've found NT, Maureen.... It's just a big bunch of caring people

Will be good getting to know you
Rae