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Originally Posted by Mari
I checked my work email.
My boss will excuse me from the huge hours long outside activity
this weekend at 8:30 AM if I provide her with a rationale.
What am I supposed to tell her?
I just emailed a colleague and asked him for advice.
I am under the care of two mds for this sleep problem but
I don't want to come out of the closet if I don't have to.
But anything I say that is vague and iffy sounds like I am malingering.
I don't feel good. The sunshine this afternoon made me tired and
I did not get anything done today.
I've spent my whole life being tired.
I wish I had done something with my life.
M.
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that last line really caught me....i wish i had done something with my life. of my goodness.........you need an exercise...you have to start practicing how many people you have helped at such an early age. it probably doesn't feel good because you were never taken care of and you haven't taken care of yourself. maybe once you start taking care of yourself, i think your sleep issues will start resolving themselves slowly but surely. maybe it is your way for screaming for help....the other day i actually took an one hour bath...was that a form of nurturing. you have to nurture yourself Mari
bobby