(((((Mari))))) & (((((Di)))))
My 2 friends I love....
I dont know if this helps in any way, but, let me tell you, you are wonderful... Im rooting from here for you, you can do it, I mean, you know you can be strong and beat stress because you are very kind, smart and, you deserve to be stress free.
For what I know about you, I dont think you have wasted your life... You are sweet, care about others, are always ready to help... I mean, to feel stressed and tired is not your (our) fault... it just strikes us... which sucks, BUT, we have to try to beat it...
"Unfortunately", for those of us who suffer with sleep disorders (I think i have slept deeply twice in my whole life), one way of feeling better is, sleeping !!

Yep, everything in our (freaking) organism are cycles... we move one thing and everything turn to a mess...
So ! I wanted this message to be short and I can see it is turning to a long one, so, in resume:
1.- I LOVE you
2.- Give time to time, stress will go away... it has to !!!

3.- Watch your sleep... please please please, try to...
4.- You deserve the best of this freaking planet.
5.- Thinking about you.