I just got a copy of my attorneys brief that he had to turn into the judge by Thursday and it sounds real good. I would like to get a copy of wcs brief and see what they have to try and fight for.
As far as the rest of my life it is ok. I am still dealing my 14 yr. olds pregnancy. She is due October 21 and she is still set on keeping the baby. I told her I am behind her 100% no matter what she decides. I also I would try to help her out as much as possible. I am having a lot of people tell me that I can't take care of the baby.Just look at me. You are on a walker. There is just no way you will be able to take care of that baby. Do any of you agree with them?I am trying to be a good mom but it seems there are a lot of people that have alot of doubts about me and her. They want her to give it up. It is not my decision it is hers and I will not judge her.I know she is not ready to be a mom but I know it can be done because there are other teens out there that are moms.I do tell her on a daily basis that her life will never be the same.She will have to take total responsibility for the baby and that she will not quit school. She will graduate no matter what it takes. I love her to death and I want to help her in any way I can but in the same she needs to understand that the baby will come first if she decides to keep it.
I am dealing with a lot of pain lately. Trying to deal with everything including my hubby being a jerk about things. He tells me that I am just a bill to him and that if my daughter keeps the baby he is going to leave. I told him if that is all his family is worth to him then go. he then turns around and says I didn't mean it like that and can't say what he meant. I know he is working a lot of hours and trying to keep the family going and I am so sorry for that but I can only do what I can do.I am still fighting for disability to try and help the family a little,but I got a feeling it is going to be a long haul with that as well. I guess I know I am in pain and very tired alot.I am trying to keep up to everything but it is getting to be very difficult. It seems as all I want to do is sleep.What is wrong with me?My chin is still hanging up a bit but I can tell it is sinking maybe from exhaustion.
One more thing when I went to my appmnt. for my psychologist or psychiatrist can't remember which one it is that prescribes meds but it was her She wanted to put me in the hospital for a while and I told her I couldn't because I had to much going on.She okayed me for now but in 3 months if I am not better she might end up putting me in the hospital. I don't want to go so I have to find a way to be strong.Can anyonoe help me? Any ideas? Thanks for reading my rambling.You all take care and I have you all in my prayers.

Sincerely Tracy