Hello DC, I so understand the isolation that comes from this monster that lives within us. I have found an outlet in taking classes at a local college. This was suggested to me by a kind, caring surgeon when he could no longer help me. It forces me to get up everyday and to go somewhere with people. The homework fills the time after classes, as I have to work extra hard because of the memory problems. I have met so many interesting people and really enjoy the younger students. This is just a suggestion and I hope you find something to fill the empty spaces soon. Lisa