thank you very much Donna

i appreciate that.

it is bothering me, even though this technically doesn't hit me close up, as i did not know the two who died... but the whole thing is really awful especially considering some things my aunt told me about the circumstances, about how the family was not allowing the woman to grieve her husband, and ... well i was going to post about it but it is hard. it makes me angry even though i don't doubt their intentions were to help her. i feel bad saying anything bad about their actions, but i also feel really sickened by what they did. and yes even though i was not directly involved. they actually stopped my cousin from helping her, even.

now they are covering up the suicide. officially calling it a heart attack. at school there are rumors of it. so they are going to start a competing rumor so that (supposedly!) the kids will believe the heart attack version YEARRIGHT.

~ waves ~