This week I'm feeling like that woman looked in the first video.

I dont like this feeling at all. I especially dont like it right now because there are houseguests in my house that seem to think that I can control these symptoms. I also dont like it because I dont know if this will ever go away.

I'm going to go do a follow up with my regular doctor about the steroids (neuro had my regular doctor do the Rx-ing of my IVSM because he was going to be out of town and wouldnt be available to help me if there was a problem)

I think when I do the follow up with the regular doctor, I'm going to ask him if I can have an MRI (in the really big giant open machine that one of Omaha's hospitals has...) I want to see if this was a back problem from a chronic back problem, or if it was from the MS, or a combination of the two. (I'm leaning towards it being an MS thing because of how crappy I feel)

But, while I'm in there, I'd like them to look at the veins in my neck. (isnt part of the investigation for the stenosed veins an MRI?)

I might not have the surgery immediately, but I would like to know if there was a problem that I could potentially deal with later.

I just dont like feeling like that woman looked in her first video. I'd like to feel like I did a couple of weeks ago instead. I felt great then.