I'll keep you in my prayers, and thoughts Cindi!

Do you have an attorney going with you?
If you're seeing a real psych, (I'm sure you are) don't be afraid to ask for help, or does S/He know of someone? An attorney did that for me once, and since the doc agreed (to recommend someone), his report was sort of mooted.

Don't be afraid, of anything, of crying when you talk about the pain.. what you can't do any more.

And, of course, remember you won't be alone, God will be there. Ask him to help you with your words...

Be Well!

Pete