thank you daniella for your post, it's scary worrying about something that could likely greatly effect the way the rest of my life is, when i don't even know what that something is.

the 'tingling' never hurts it's just a constant reminder, and my pinched nerves in elbows never really hurt unless i do the only thing that makes makes me happy, lift. if they could just stop the progression i would give anything, and to be able to be as active and confident as i once was is my wildest dream, i haven't let go hope, but i'm starting. the tremors are what really got me, my whole life i wanted to be a chiropractor, and if these tremors get bad enough i not only can't do that there's alot of things i cannot do, it's sad because i've always dreamed of just how exciting the future would be, i've always prided myself off my work ethic, i can't believe i'm even saying this, but why work hard, if it all goes to waste so young?!

i just spend alot of my day scared to death about this, and i can never get a straight answer, not that it's any of your fault, your the small few that understand how i feel. i don't even tell people close to me how bad i worry deep down because it sounds like a long list of excuses to them. this is eating me alive, thank you all for your support you have no idea how much it means to me.