today i really crashed frighteningly....my thoughts were the worse.
the tests went okay yesterday. i don't have bloodclots in my legs and i don't think i have any in my lungs.
I went overboard with one of the technicians who was 23 and she asked a lot about depression and general depression and death.I didn't take care of myself so I think I really helped her but in the process harmed myself.
I am terrified about getting a dog but i made a step closer to getting one
my life is just filled with terror and loneliness
bobby