thanks....i am really excited but my cousin really upset me tonite. he is the cousin who was my fallback in case i can't afford my apartment. he also told me to go back to school and earn my ph.d. in english and teach. i will be sixty six on the twenty third. eeks. he also told me to write a couple of novels to earn money. he basically told me i couldn't afford a dog and i did a lot better when i was under a lot of stress.
scarey. On the other hand i got the most beautiful note from Myra who said it was great and to not beat myself up and it was important for my mental health. Of course she won't if need be help me out financially.
bobby