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Originally Posted by Mari
I tried burying the past. It came back up again and hit me hard when I heard about Beau Biden being in the hospital with his stroke.
I think I need to take the past out, put it under the light, and put it on the stove and cook it for a good long while. I'm really angry right now.
When I first saw this current tdoc she said that as we get older we go around and up the mountain. We can look down at what we went through in the past. It is still there but we can see it from a different perspective. --- something like that.
M.
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i don't even know if i should write this but when you have had a painful and really non nurturing childhood and you are bipolar and then other sh#t hits the fan, I don't think there is a place to stand. I hate the image of the onion and the layers but i guess it is apt...everytime you think you made headway which you have you get more to deal with....have you ever just thrown up your arms and tried to think of something frivolous you can do and just not deal with the pain and suffering....i don't know if it can work...
but you need some relief
bobby