I have for this week and a half had some very scary experiences.
I got my head stuck in the subway train door today. The people were trying to help me out by pushing me free and pulling the door open. I reported that train.

Next today I witnessed a two year old mother allowing her child to hit her with his toy. She said like father like son. I told her that you are mom! Just take away the toy. He can not do nothing that way and it is a punishment for misusing his toy. She thanks me then starts smacking the child acrossing hands and grabs him by the arms harshly. She then screams at him in her native tongue and continues beating him. Now I wish I said nothing.

Last week, this Jewish man followed me. I noticed him staring at me across from me on the train. Decided to study and not pay any attention to him. Next time I look up and is standing in front of me. Then he asks where I lived and where I worked and where I was from. I lied the whole conversation. Well when my stop was up and I had to get off the train, He lift his arms up so I could not go anywhere. He blocked me so I could not leave the train in front of a crowded train. I told him to move!
He move and got off the train with me. Then I asked him why he did that? And he said he was sorry. Then he went up stairs as I glared at him. Then he watched me from upstairs. He was waiting to see what train I was getting on so he can follow me again! So I went up stairs and he ran across the station to another set of stairs and went down them and I chased after him at this rate because I was so mad and tired of being so nice. I want to physically harm him. I thought it is about time I show people how truly dangerous I can be when I am threatened. The first person I hurt will be my complete transformation of the new me. I am done with being nice to strangers. I will no longer be vulnerable to manipulation. I will be the manipulator from now on.
Anyways, he got away by jumping on a random train. So I let him go. Well monday this week I was sitting on the train when all of the sudden I see him again. He saw me too because when he walked in he saw me and walked right out and waited for another train. That made me feel good to know that he is afraid of me. He's the victim now. I win.

This is wrong but what can I do?
Sorry if I upset my friends I will not hurt you!