Thank you all for this thread. i really needed to see something like this.Now I don't feel as alone for the way I feel. I think everybody covered what I feel and it was such a great thread.I have been living my life wondering why the good Lord doesn't just take me off this earth instead of make me live this way.But I have found a few positives in my life my daughter and my husband.the animals I have.There is quite a bit that I have that can love me back unconditionally that it really makes me feel good and have a better day.Yeah there is a lot that I cannot do anylonger but there are still some things I can do and the one big thing I can do is LOVE. Everybody needs a little love sometime and if I can do that and make people or animals happy then I am happy. LOVE is a big key word for me especially when it comes to my family and animals. My animals love me unconditionally and that alone makes me happy.But thank you all for this thread because it really made me day. I needed this.Please all take care and God bless you...

Sincerely,
Tracy