what was really scary this time was the paranoia and the fact that my medication didn't prevent me from feeling all the irritability and rage. I really was afraid of seeing
Ron yesterday for fear of telling him off big time. Robert really calmed me down..He is so bright and has such a soothing manner about him. Also Georgy called me yesterday from Ron's..He is the cleaner and sometimes brings his mother who really triggered me. I was asleep at six thirty in the evening after eating the two ice creams and almonds. Ron said he had half a sandwich to bring me so I guess he knew how upset I was. Georgy doesn't trigger me...He lets me be. His mother keeps mentioning a paint job for my apartment which would be free but right now I couldn't stand the stress of preparing for it. I also don't think I could stand the stress of having sparkling clean walls.
Bobby