i am so sorry you are feeling so very rotten...can you up your medications to help alleviate your suffering.....eventually the stress will ease but why go through the hell. you need right now your privacy but i am so sorry it is unavailable...i don't know how understanding your parents are. i think it would be a lousy decision if you tried to turn day into night and night into day to get some privacy. Sometimes it takes so long for the pain to pass but it does....hang in there and know we all know what a special lovable and valuable person you are
love
bobby