((((((HUGS))))))

Aw ! missed everybody here tons !!! Thanks for the posts and positive vibes !

Im not graduating yet unfortunately dear Bizi It is just the end of my first phD semester and I can really feel it... I dont know where my head and mind are, dont even know where to start... argh, I hate that.

Trip was ok except for the nasty fans AGAIN I got hit, pushed, etc... and.. oh well... nasty pathetic people... I couldnt have a rest while I was again... so, on my first night back home, I Was so tired I hallucinated.. it was the first time I had very real hallucinations if that make sense.. you know, when you really feel like you can touch the poeple you are seeing... I didnt know what to do but managed to just ignore the hallucinations as I knew they were due to my tiredeness... Scary anyways...

I leave you all here more hugs !