I'm mad like hell. I have never liked my co-workers but I try just to ignore them, do my things while I'm at the lab and that's it, but every day it only gets harder...
Yesterday for example, I mean, I don't even know if it's true because I don't know anymore who should I trust, but a girl told another one wants my project and that she will talk to our boss so she can tell her what part of my project she can do...
I MEAN ! That project is mine, I have spend time and effort on getting the cells with friends in other labs, I have been working on sundays if necessary to rescue my cells from death etc... I mean, perhaps you remember that at the beginning my boss didn't even liked the idea of working with nervous system things because we didn't have experience or even cells, and I had to convinve her and I have been learning alone basically how to treat a neuron because nobody there knows anything about them there !!! And now, everybody wants my cells and my project... I find it unfair... I don't know if I'm sounding selfish or what, but... I mean
I know science is like this and we have to work together but... Still... It's always the same thing with this girl and, everybody in the lab was actually laughing at me because she always have my project at the end (that happened with my previous project). Not to mention she works horribly... She is dirt and doesn't really care...
Blah, this is what I needed... My fibro is killing me... My back and wrists hurt like hell now... I'm mad and sad...
When Am I going to have peace ??