Thank you Mari, Beth, and Donna.

Donna, I agree that some men find it hard to to talk about things but it is still no excuse for no response. It was hard for me to send him that poem but I did it anyway because I thought it would be worth it.

I've made out my will last night and my family is not in it. I've felt so much more better today just telling myself that I'm going to let my family all go and get on with my life. I have been okay with it for several years so I'll be okay with it from this point on.

barbara