Hi Mama, I am so glad to hear that you have gotten angry!!- it is certainly better than despair, and when we get angry, we get active, which helps in the long run. ( Wow, what a disjointed sentence!) I am also so glad to hear that you are seeking and finding some good, qualified help. Never, never let anyone tell you that you are not entitled to your feelings mental and physical, they are yours and for that moment they are right. So glad that you are doing better and have found this group of special angels to walk through this journey with you. Peace my new friend, Lisa