I understand, but please don't give up hope. I have had six back surgeries and the 6 th one has worked or go to another surgeon. Everytime they say another one I think, oh no, I can't go threw this another time because it is so painful. Thank God I went threw it again last September, for I am a walking mircle. I don't have hardly any pain now. I can't even remember when I had a pain pill last. Guessing maybe in October, for I helped paint a country home. Hang in there PAM, your day is coming! Praise God I can feel it!
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Fancylady

Edit to add: I will continue to pray for you.