I hate the convo stuff - it makes me sound so dim! well.. it's sorta green and red but not really and it's sometimes gold and spiky...... (anyone guessed yet)
Over the last year or two I have developed a tonal language that mum and the carers can understand (And some mates) - esp in the morning when my tablets haven't kicked in so the pain is unbearable and i can't really talk very well..)

I sound like the soup dragon off the clangers!

do you get patches when you can't reember what happened? I have lost an entire year to that (when I was 17) and still get it sometimes where I find I have an hours block where I don't know what happened - very weird!

bizzarely ketamine hasn't helped me - maybe that's cos my brain is like a colander anyway without adding meds etc!

take care

rosie xxxxxx