surfer,

I too am hung up on getting back to normal...I am 10 months with pcs and it

is a crapstorm. I am always looking for people that have dealt with it for as

long as I have and then had all symptoms disappear. All you hear is that it

get better, better...but does it ever freakin completely go away?? If anyone

does have a story of getting their old self back please post...I understand

what you mean by just doing things and saying f*** it I am not gonna let it

rule my life, but everytime I try that symptoms prevail and I fall short of my

expectations...It is like I am in some weird kind of limbo state...I like stories

like the Johnny damon concussion because he says it took him a couple of

years to "feel right" again...