I wanted to thank Miss Kathy for posting the WHY thread....thanks you for stating your post as well as you did and I didn't want my post to get lost....I honestly pray for this group everyday, when I got to sleep and when I wake up...today is a very bad day for me and I'm done asking why...I am going through the ssdi process and I am at the end. so hopefully I will hear soon, if not I will keep fighting...finally my kids and husband are understanding and are very quick to ask me what they can do for me. I was just put on blood pressure meds and it has helped my mood tremdously and even though I have those day when I can't go out...things are lookng up for me...at least this week! I'll take any day that is halfway good LOL.

Thabk yoou all for being there and I wish that one day we can all get together