LOL You don't have to watch. My urologist always asks me if I want to see. I too don't mind at all seeing it on others and don't mind seeing some of my own but DDs, that's a totally different story. I have already told DDs that when they have babies, I can't be in the room with them unless absolutely necessary. I can't stand to see them in pain and it upsets me. AND, I hate to see deliveries. I hated it in nursing school, I hate to see it on TV, I never watched my own be delivered, etc. I guess we each have our things that we can't deal with.