((((((Dianne)))))),



You don't look 52 You look pretty (but sad).

A hairstyle's a good idea -- get the whole nine yards -- shampoo, massage, hot oil treatment. Have someone take care of you for a change.

I'm so sorry to hear about your daughter. I know how hard it is to lose someone way to early. My baby brother committed suicide at 21. It's taken me a lifetime to realize that being here is just too hard for some people.

The next year is going to be absolute hell. Make sure to take care of yourself -- eat, sleep (the dreams will comfort you). And TALK. Talking and remembering will make it easier.

Di, always remember, you invested your soul in your daughter. You gave her everything that she deserved and MORE. Never, ever doubt that you were/are a wonderful Mother to a tortured little soul.

Read this when you get a chance: http://butterflywebsite.com/discover...ndrainbows.cfm Pay attention over the next few days. De will find a way to let you know that she's arrived safely.

BIG HUG (and love and blessings) for you and your sweet Angel.

Barb