I think she thought that if i could afford a dog I could afford to pay my rent> I told her that three doctors told me i should get a dog...or were wholeheartedly for my getting a dog. I told her he was for my survival. She just seemed to get more angry. She knows i am leaving her everything in my will. That will not change.
she also knows how badly I do with stress and right now am i suffering. It is my own fault but i felt it was for my survival. I have been so depressed for the past four months besides my usual depression.