thank you all for you kind words it means so much to me it is wonderful to have some of my back pay my wife told me to go and get myself somthing I have wanted as a gift to myself for making thru this but the truth is I got what I wanted enough money to pay bills and buy food I think doing without for so long has made me alot more frugel lol i took my kids to get cloths and to see there faces light up was so exciting to me I have all I need right here with my wife amd kids my wife keeps saying for me to go get a iPod or a netbook but I just can't seem to be able to part with the money it's to funny but I think it has been a life lesson now I know what truly matters bless all of u and fight the good fight and please don't give up

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