I slept last night, but it was fitful and full of wild dreams, which is worse than no sleep. I hate sleep that is too much like work. my god! bizarre.
My family is acting out again, so the weird dreams were not a surprise, but i hate that I finally got sleep and wasted it. I woke up stressed and upset.
I am being careful on my meds. I cut back to the lowest dose and then every other day and then every third day and then stopped. I am not taking many things now unless I need them. its no longer a automatic to take things to prevent things.
The copaxone also keeps me awake. When I stop taking it, I sleep. I go back on it, I dont sleep. its bad if I take it past 12 noon. So, I make sure to get that 8am shot in there.
Thanks for all the love and advice. its horrible to see I am not alone. Im sorry others are suffering too.