I've lost interest in things again. I get into these depressive states from time to time since moving. I'm alone most of my days and nights and there's not many people to talk to most the time. Today I didn't even want to go to the bar down the street or talk to my sister which I always usually do every day. I'm trying to find a ride to play scrabble this Monday. It is at night and I do not see at night to drive so I need a ride. It seems like everything is an effort to do though.

barbara