Alffe gave you wise suggestions as always hun, please listen to her and try to do it...

Volunteer work sounds perfect to me. You will meet lots of people...

It seems to me that you are in the wrong group of "fiends"...

To be honest, if they dont talk to you, THEY are the ones who seem wrong and weird to me.... you are sweet, funny, smart, care about others, listen to others, help others... so... I dont think it is you who is doing "bad" things or things wrong... So...

Please hun, look to other direction...