My regular doctor and my neuro both will NOT Rx it for me.

However, yesterday when I saw my regular doctor, he "suggested" that I look on the internet. Said to look and see if there are any trials, and then he said look around and see if someone can Rx it to me over the phone with a consult. Told me I'd have to send medical records to the Rx-ing doctors probably... (I already knew that, but let him tell me anyways)

So, he basically told me I could take it, I just cant get it from him.

I just have to pick a doctor off the lists of LDN prescribers that I've found on the internet, and hope they're not scam artists. One of the reasons I was hoping someone here could suggest someone.

I just feel so horrible this past couple of months that I'm getting a little desperate and a lot depressed that I'm about to be disabled. I feel a little worse almost every day it seems.

I think the depression is coming from the fact that the numbness and weakness has finally hit my arms and I cant really knit or crochet any more. (well, I can, but it's a lot more difficult than it was and isnt as pretty anymore)

My neck hurts really bad tonight and I'm scared that's the lesion at C4 and that it's about to ruin my life totally.

I really hope that LDN will help me feel at least a little bit better if I can get a Rx for it.