I really started to feel sick a little while after writing this. But I have also been getting the worst headaches in the morning and don't know why. Those have been going on for about 2 weeks, and I used to get them all the time, but now they are when I wake up and last for a long time. They aren't migranes cause I at least can get out of bed most of the time, but this morning I made sure I had everything I needed right by me...it was 2:30 am and just put a cold bag over my eyes and ended up falling asleep for about 45 min. Still not feeling the best, but at least don't feel like I am going to throw up.

I have a lot of things to do today. Today is my last full day alone so I better get some things done around here. I have laundry and to clean but not too much I guess, I just like to do everything and get everything done at once.

I have been keeping a sleep diary and figured that I got about 5 hours of sleep from yesterday afternoon till early this morning and usually it's about 2.5-3. So hopefully can use the pills once in a while. I won't take them during the day like i did yesterday but it felt good to get a little more sleep than usual.

I was also thinking that when i called my pharmacist yesterday he said benadryl, this is like a benadryl pm...i don't know if there is a difference or an added ingrediant, which i am sure there is, so maybe i should be more careful.

But it's now 4 am and am sure will be up for the rest of the day cause i feel like i got way too much sleep and am almost feeling guilty even though there is nothing i can do during the overnight hours, not like i can do my laundry espeially when we live in an appartment complex. But that's how I am feeling.

Take care and thanks to everyone,
Jen