waves,

I really appreciate your concern. I actually was looking into that tylenol thing because i have been on tylenol 3s for over a month at least probably longer. I can take them every 4 hours as needed, and I went through a bottle of 20 in 5 days the last time, this time I am not hardly taking any because i feel like crap, but yet am in so much pain....ya know? I was thinking about just going into the walk-in today but i can barely get out of bed.

I am going to call tomorrow probably and ask. i am taking what is called Rest Simply- Diphenhydramine HCL 25 mg, nighttime sleep aid---generic form of benedryl. I am almost wondering if I am having a pretty severe reaction to it. I take 2 a night for the last 3 nights. I am not taking them tonight though and see if that helps.

I tried to eat this morning. I managed a piece of toast even though it made me feel so sick and a glass of milk and that too made me sick, but I have a feeling that's all am going to get in me today.

The fever kept going up and up all night and then I fell back asleep this morning about 6 and woke up at 8 and it was down a degree so that is good.

I can't even think about food or even drinking something like a glass of water, i know I should be drinking water and I have some gaterade here, i just can't drink it. I tried and makes me so much more sick to my stomach. I don't know what is going on, but have a feeling it has something to do with the stuff I take at night. I don't know though I am not a doc. and I really don't want to call the clinic today. i feel like I am there all the time as it is with other things. I was there last week twice I think once for a reg. doc. appointment and the other to see my pdoc, but then again I don't remember about the pdoc.

So am just going to lay low today and keep close to home. I really don't know I don't know what it could be or maybe am just getting the flu---who really knows??? I just know am sick and tired of all this and want to feel a good day, just once.

I try and remain positive about this, and then something else makes me feel worse. Sometimes I wonder if I am wondering if I am just going crazy and that am sick because am sick in the head too.

Thanks again for being so nice to me everyone and helping me get through this
hugs,
jen