really don't know what am going to do about this whole thing. am just a baby anyways, just complaining about nothing important.

i did eat a little today and drank a little today, but well didn't stay very long. oh well, kinda how it goes lately.

am supposed to have physical therapy in the pool tomorrow but don't know if going to go especially if feel this week or maybe it be good for me to go, i can't make a simple decision about anything right now.

too much going on in my head and my body to even know anymore. and right now i don't care. am just complaining and if i did go to the doc. am sure they just say nothing wrong so that would be a waste of my insurances money. i waste enough as it is.

thought things were starting to get better this afternoon, now well same ol' same ol', and watched the movie "Precious" which i didn't get to finish cause the dvd must be scratched or something cause wouldn't finish, it's from the library and over 400 people have seen it before me. but not a good movie to watch for me and it was way too triggering. i only saw the bad stuff, and then the movie quit, so now it is playing over and over in my mind. oh well.

tc everyone,
jen