Hey SeemsLike,

Wow! You are courageous to write here.
I am so glad you did write. Nice job!
PN stinks. I am on that forum, too.
It's painful stuff.
Yet, the other events in your life are much more painful, I'd imagine.
When combined, it must feel like the pain never ends.

I am glad you have resolved to not commit suicide.
I am deeply sorry for the losses you have endured.
Yet, you have endured.

I do understand some of your pain.
I had a parent resort to suicide.
That was incredibly painful. I am this was deeply painful to you, too.
I had resoved to never do the same, just as you have.
Many of us have this resolution in common here.

I am so glad you are joining me/us in keeping the resolution to choose life.
Depression ends at some point. Life will feel better. It may not seem like it just now, yet it will get more rewarding, more enjoyable.

Just tell the doctor what you have said here.
You've done a great job here.

You could print your post and give it to the doctor to start the conversation....or use it to guide yourself in your talk?

Please let us know how you are doing?
I'll be praying for you!

With Lots of Hope for You and Your Future!
~DejaVu