I thought it couldn't get any worst then my first neurosurgeon who said everything was in my head, I was wrong. The first neurosurgeon sent me to a spine specialist who told me today that he would like to work on my neck and thoracic spine but would not touch my lumbar, even though he feels that my lumbar is causing most of my legs and bladder and ED problems. I asked why would you not want to operate on my lumbar if that is where you think most of my symptoms are coming from: Heres the good part: He said because he doesn't get to many opportunities to operate on a thoracic spine and it would be a personal challenge to him.

I told him to go to hell and practice on himself. Looks like I need to go through my own research and find the best neurosurgeon in colorado and go to him. It seems like there are to many quakes out there who want the insurance money.

Wishing that someone could help me and get better, not perfect just better. It's hard enough feeling this much pain but with the threat of losing a job and going to quakes it sure can make you hate life and get depressed.