Kim , I have only been a member for a very short time but have been fighting this fight for a while now . I too have found this site to be lifting when you need it and a sounding board when you just want to scream . Your posts have touched others as well , I am sure of this . I am glad I found this site and wish to thank "you" and everyone else as well . I think only we can truly understand what we are going through and together we can make it . Take care !