No clue why am dehydrated, but it's been very very very hot and humid here and not drinking or eating hardly probably caused it at least in my mind. Right now, putting things in my mouth or even having to drink something makes me sick to just think about and than when i do try and drink the water it doesn't help. I am sure that's probably another reason that am like this right now.

I just want to be able to sleep, i could care less about being hydrated or whatever, that'll come later when i feel better maybe...at least that's what i think. I don't know what to do anymore....I can't take much more of anything. Is this all in my mind???? I mean really, I was there and now am home and still can't drink...so must be in my mind right?

Like it's 1:40pm or so here and haven't even been able to eat a thing today and have had some little water with meds this morning and am trying to take little sips of water...ya know was just thinking, why am I writing this to you guys, does it belong here? Should I just be quiet and deal with it...yeah is what my head is saying, I don't know what to even do about anything right now. I just feel like crap again, and I shouldn't cause I am hydrated I mean they gave me 4 bags or maybe 3 bags of fluid in less than 24 hours. So That shouldn't be something that's wrong.

So must just be in my head...I will just deal.

thanks for listening to my nonsense.
jen