Here I go again, getting all hyped up about court. The date is Feb 21st, at 2pm.

Looks like he will be going to jail for sure, well we will see.

I was thinking for my own SELF PRESEVERATION to write a letter for the proscutor and the public defender, to ask for no jail, but to add to his probation AA, Therapy, Community Service, along with what he has already.

I am just so afraid that when he does get out, which wouldn't be that long, max is 6 mos, and he won't get that. He will be in more of a rage, plus then what happens to the DV intervention 36 class's he started? Plus he will lose his job, etc. He will be real mad at me. Because he blames me for everything and anything.

Then I feel like a jerk doing that, because he will think I am doing that for him.

Then I think, let fate take its course.

Maybe I should stop thinking, but my mind won't shut off.

Just Nikko - venting again with this getting real old SAGA.