Keep smilin I agree that things that I used to never give a second thought or were natural have become something I have to think and stress about. I think that is where a lot of mental stress comes in. Where one has to worry about the little things that should not be a concern. I try to stay in the moment and remind myself some how I get through but still stressful. This condition and the people like all here have taught me hope. I try to hold onto it. Somedays I am better at it then others and in no way am I up to the people here in their outlook. Trying to learn and thankful to have good teachers so to speak on this board.