Just wanted to say I think my panic deal is over. Nothing last night and I've been up since 12 (could not go back to sleep), so I've had tons of time to freak out. I guess my brain is getting use to this vacation deal. I sure hope so, but I still hate it.

Snoopy - you are so right. I need a therapist. I think I'll look into what mental coverage I have. Kinda hard alone trying to deal with this ms mess and make all decisions on my on.

Thanks again everyone for being here!