It is 3 am in the morning and the pain now has me up and searching through my medication bag to see what I have not taken tonight for pain. So, i thought I will try an " off the top of my head" poem/
letter to entertain myself.

Oh Stimulator, Oh Stimulator
Where are you now?
Doc called and gave me your "big day" date
I was excited, where you?
Aren't you tired for that cold shelf in the warehouse?
That you are sitting on?
I have a name for you, did they tell you?
Your name now is ANS and some numbers
I thought you would like a change and more personal
I would like to come visit you before the big day
I am afraid that I will not be able to see you at all
Your new home will be with me while I am asleep
And you will be awake while the rep turns you on and off
Then they will cover your new home with a layer of fat and skin
I am afraid
Not of the surgery
If I came to visit you, I am afraid that you might contact the company
You might say " oh dear, this lady is old, can't you find some cool chick
I really would like a larger, plumber boob to rest my head on"
Sorry about that, but I will make you a promise
I will take care of you, keep you healthy
You don't need an infection
I could show you off with a low cut shirt
Or if you are shy, I will put a scarf around you
I am just anxious for you and I to meet
Oh, stimulator Oh, stimulator
Do you mind if I call you by your new name?
Busy Bee
With all your talents of buzzing the nerves
And you will be busy doing that all day
I thought you would like it
So Busy Bee
Goodnight for now


Pain does very weird things to us tn people. Needless to say of no sleep.
thanks for all your prayers and thoughts. Talk to you all soon

Cheryl and soon to be busy bee