Definately feeling the same loss of self, especially this morning. Feel like I've hit rock bottom - quality of life is gone and my life's purpose of helping people in a scientific field is gone because cognitive function is compromised by stupid gabapentin that's not controlling the pain right now. Other medical conditions complicating the whole situation and doctors are giving only bad news and making the pain worse. Wondering what I'm gonna do with the rest of my life.

Sorry to vent,
Rochelle