Ya'll know......
I just can't begin to tell all of you, how much your UNDERSTANDING, and HOPE, means to me!
I've missed 'Nana's' Funeral since Wednesday.
I've called her youngest daughter ( a few years older than me ), and left TWO msg's.
I'll try again, I supposed she is busy.....

You know, how our Human brains can kick in? I'm the 'Dark Sheep' of the both families, and, the Sister I'm trying to get in touch with, is the same....
But, I'm not getting a return call.
I will certainly try again!

I just feel as though, my A/hole Brother (wheelchair, no pain) caused it hisself, might be bashing me, I AM the dark horse, or / black sheep, ya know?

So, we'll see?

I find it, SO amazing, that ya'll here, Understand, that I loved 'Nana'..
While those on 'My' side of the family would try to bring me down.

I'll rePete!
I couldn't get my feet in shoes, or, WIDE SNEAKERS, (NEW BALANCE),
Couldn't stand up. Couldn't, couldn't, couldn't!
And yet,
there (I'm imagining this) those on MY side of the family,
talking me down.

I held all the 'jewels' of the family.
A lawyer,
and, my last wife,
took them all.
Yet, when I asked for help, all was quiet!

Now, who's to blame.
It don't matter,
TBI,
RSD
TOS
FOUR DISCS
APNEA
AND,
DEPRESSION, THAT'S REAL!

Anybody ever doubt depression?

Don't!


Thanks
for listening!


Pete
asb